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 I hate vertigo. And i hate it even more when i found out it's not curable!
I've had migraine even when i was in high school. Whenever i have migraine, i would lock myself in my room, lights off, and as much as possible i don't want to hear any noise. I don't usually have migraine, what triggers it actually is when i have direct exposure to sunlight.
Then, after i had the car accident, i had vertigo. Actually, it's not a disease, so how can they cure it?! It's a feeling like everything around me is moving. I feel like vomitting, i feel so dizzy and i can't even stand up. I remember a month after the car accident, i slept in the couch for more than 2 weeks! I can't move. Nobody can move me. My sons can't touch me coz i would be crying. And oh, crying? That was hard. Crying makes it more painful so you would only see tears flowing down my face. I can't eat coz i would feel like i'm going to throw up. Whenever i have to go to the bathroom, my dad had to carry me and my former maid would help me. They can't bring me to the doctor coz i feel like i'm going to fall. As much as possible i want to lay down, hear nothing, see nothing. It was so hard to talk. Moving my head was next to impossible.
After that painful attack, i had small vertigo attacks. It would take me a couple of days to a week to be ok though. I take Serc, but it takes hours for it to take effect. And i've learned my lesson to suffer going to the hospital for the "shot", than suffer for weeks in the couch.
Last week, vertigo took its toll again on me. I've been going through a lot of stress lately, that's why. I felt so weak, can't read messages on phone coz they look double to me. Can't even stand. That's what i hate most with vertigo. I can't stand. So, walking is already out of the question! I guess that's the reason why the doctor always ask me to stand up and walk whenever he would like to know if i can check out of the hospital. Believe me, i can't fake it.
I just hope my vertigo would go away....
 | haay...hirap pala no..
pero you have to be fine for your kids.
just hang in there. |
 | wawa ka naman =) i hate pa naman the feeling of being dizzy...hang in there!! i have a cousin na may vertigo naging ok naman... |
 | hirap nga ng may migraine! pagaling ka:) |
 | I developed vertigo a few years ago due to stress in the workplace. Hassle talaga yan. Hope you feel better soon. |
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haay...hirap pala no..